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Midnight Meltdownyou’ll never feel the way I do  the clouds bleed rain that slide over our broken bones  washing us closer together  pushing us further apart  wading in the syrup we created  leaves drenched and sticky  attempt to tape us back together again  falling softly across our flesh  and the sky continues to ooze  drops of red  blue  and all of the above  where some might roll  
over the ragged bumps  drop into the valleys  we created  and destroyed  keep falling  
through a mixture of all that was  and will forever be  even when  
I’m sor Midnight Meltdown
by ~stains-on-myheart
only a needy desperate routineinside her there’s a gaping hole  that’s longing to be filled  inside her there’s a broken heart  that’s screaming to be killed  
 
she remembers the touch  the feel of his hands  she remembers how he  collected the strands   
the roaring pounding  pumps through her veins  
don’t want to remember  
the pain the stains   
never thought that  at this age  she could feel such a  
ripping desperate rage   
but now we return,  for he is gone,  to this new road  that she has turned on   
back to the h only a needy desperate routine
by ~stains-on-myheart
wanting youa hidden message, a coiled scroll,  stuffed into a tinted flask.  floating out in the powder blue sea,  I wish you would take off the mask.  
 
usually, when I look in  
their eyes:  an open book,  no disguise.  
 
but when I fall into  your cocoa hands,  I’m blocked by this wall  I don’t understand.   
like burnt chocolate,  I return singed,  my bones and my mind  left unhinged.  
 
I’m trying to read you,  give me the key.  I think that I need you,  why can’t you need me?   
avoiding my stare, &nbs wanting you
by ~stains-on-myheart
shadowmaybe if I were a shadow  life wouldn’t be this hard.  maybe if I were only air,  my skin would not stay scarred.  
 
maybe if I were a shadow  my face would fit the rules.  and I wouldn’t have to cringe in pain  at the glares from all these schools.  
 
maybe if I were a shadow  daddy wouldn’t get so mad.  maybe if I could sink away,  I wouldn’t feel so sad.  
 
maybe if I were a shadow  disappearing at sun’s peak,  
I could take the time to hide  from the destruction that you seek.   
maybe if I were a shadow  fa shadow
by ~stains-on-myheart
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returned. forever. [when forever isn't real]

Thu Mar 26, 2009, 8:30 PM
when we say returned
we mean what we can
we mean hello
and we mean goodbye

i don't think
forever
exists/

a forever that lasted
3 weeks
and broken
tupperware
fixable to the point
where you can't see the cracks
but they will remain
there.
forever.

and i think i know
i'll miss you
forever
even though forever
doesn't quite exist
and i'll miss you
all through night
and forever on
even though forever
is completely gone.

when the stars conflict
solutions fall
and they rain down on us
but we can't catch any
at all
so we'll watch
forever
as they land besides our feet
waiting
forever
for our own stars
to meet.

forever waits till
nightfall
and waits again till
dawn
forever sits alone and cries
when forever
can't move on
so like the rest of us
forever stands
praying for some
beam of light
and like the rest of us
forever dies
trying to keep up
the fight.

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  • Interests: music
  • Favourite band or musician: sum41, jack's mannequin, something corporate, five for fighting
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative, rock
  • Personal Quote: one day your life will flash before your eyes. make sure it's worth watching

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~Shabuki Aug 14, 2009, 5:08:43 AM
How are you doing hun? Hope you haven't forgotten about DeviantArt and everyone here. We miss your poetry. And I thought we had an ongoing bet, didn't we? ^^
Just checking in. Talk to you soon I hope.

--
L O V E L E S S

silences hangs between thoughtful words
with rushed tongues whispering
of the absurd
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~LemonyLessay Jan 10, 2009, 8:07:23 AM
thanks for adding me to your collection. :D

--
"If nothing ever changed, there would be no butterflies."

Keep on smiling. :)

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~cookiesnmilk Jan 10, 2009, 7:29:51 AM
Thank you for the fave! :]

--
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has their private world
Where they can be alone.
:iconwinter-hime:
~Winter-Hime Sep 20, 2008, 8:47:48 AM
Thanks so much for the fav! :aww:

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:heart:
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~stains-on-myheart Sep 20, 2008, 9:38:23 AM
of course, its beautiful

--
You said move on,
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know...
:iconburningxstarlight:
~BurningxStarlight Sep 8, 2008, 6:44:27 PM
thanks for the :+fav: and as always, thanks for taking the time to read & review some of my work ^_^
:iconstains-on-myheart:
~stains-on-myheart Sep 8, 2008, 10:11:00 PM
of course!

i luv it!!

--
You said move on,
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know...
:iconlemonylessay:
~LemonyLessay Sep 1, 2008, 12:41:21 PM
Yay! Thankies for the fave. :thanks:

--
"If nothing ever changed, there would be no butterflies."

Keep on smiling. :)

I am Daisy Duck in The Disney Directory's Character Claimers' Crew
:iconjace-lyn:
~Jace-Lyn Aug 31, 2008, 8:56:39 PM
Thanks for adding me!! :lol:

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Icon made by: =Gnog !
:iconstains-on-myheart:
~stains-on-myheart Aug 31, 2008, 8:57:16 PM
how could i not? love ur flower pics!

--
You said move on,
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know...
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